ur not listening

by mer

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released July 19, 2016

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-sunny's guitar
-sunny (thanks for lending me your guitar)

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mer Minneapolis, Minnesota

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Track Name: i lost ten dollars at the gas station
i lost ten dollars at the gas station
i’m pretty sure it was stolen
if i could take you on a date
i’d take you to the nicest place

i’d spend all my money on you -
all five cents
in my pocket
here’s a dollar
and a penny or two
here’s my car keys
here’s my ID
my social security
(my best guess)

here is everything i have
here’s all the rest
of my apartment complex
Track Name: wtf
what the fuck
i thought i told you to go
i thought i told you no

i thought not answering
was enough of a hint
maybe you’re just oblivious
maybe you just don’t listen

i turned the other way for a reason
but you just kept breathing down my neck

maybe you’re just oblivious
or maybe you’re just inconsiderate

i want to tell you to leave me alone
maybe i just won’t pick up the phone
leave me alone, leave me alone
Track Name: i hate kissing boys
i hate kissing boys
i’m not a chew toy
it makes me feel sick
when my lips touch your lips

i hate kissing boys
i’m not straight i’m depressed
and annoyed
i hate kissing boys

i hate kissing boys
their groans are just white noise
their groans are just white noise
i’d rather be a boy…
because at least then the straight ones wouldn’t wanna kiss me…

i hate kissing boys
i hate everything about it -
their mouths and their lips and their noses -
i hate everything about it

its not you its me
(and your personality)
and my sexuality -
oh yea thats true
oh right that too

i’m bored by straight dudes
and shitty rose tattoos
i’m bored by you
i’m bored by you
Track Name: f*** the dmv
i hate being a person that doesn't drive
it doesn't feel right
it doesn't feel right

i hate riding the bus
i'm afraid of strangers
i'm afraid of strangers

i'd rather ride my bike
or walk anywhere
get cold in november, december
than drive anywhere
Track Name: how r u
I would take a train to see you
and i hate public transportation
i’m so busy but i would hold you
every weekend if i could afford it

how are you doing these days
how’s the GPA
are you making healthy mistakes these days
what are you doing ?

how are you feeling lately
how’s the mental health
how are the journals on your shelf
how are they looking

how are you doing lately
are you shedding tears
are you drinking water or shitty beer
what are you drinking
Track Name: [dear diary jul. 21 7:14 pm] i wrote this song
i feel sick to my stomach
oh shit

i dont want to complain
but i always feel this way
and i'm sick of it

i lost my appetite
i won't be eating dinner tonight

tomorrow we'll go on a ride
and sleep in a hotel side by side

maybe we'll be alright
maybe just not tonight
cause i feel sick and you feel tired

i feel sick to my stomach
it's not the first time
Track Name: ages
my mother told me when i was 14
you’re to young to feel numb

my mother told me when i was 18
college will be really something

i wonder what she’ll tell me when i am 19
girl, you’re gonna be really something

i wonder what she’ll tell me when i am 20
please come home for thanksgiving